January 30, 2010

stressed out --

Sunday, January 24, 2010
23.58

Condition : Sitting in the living room, second floor of my house, with no AC or even a fan, facing the laptop and staring at the powerpoint slideshows of System Thinking Tutorial Chapter 3, and DIGIGITIN NYAMUK !

Feeling : Stress, bad mood, angry, sad, annoyed.

Currently doing : Day dreaming, thinking about unnecessary things, and day dreaming.

Suppose to : Memorizing the causal loop diagram of system thinking.

In fact : Listening to these songs with repeat mode:ON; Ke$ha-Your Love is My Drug, Daniel Powter-Bad Day, & Kelly Clarkson-Breakaway.

P.S : KANGEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEN :(

XoxoXoxo~
I don't like this kind of feeling. Huff~

it's over...

Monday, January 19, 2010

hell yeah. simbiz 2010 is officially over. hoorrraaaayyyy. i promise myself that this will be my last event. i won't bump myself off to event's responsibility anymore. i had enough of ecom 2008, ecom 2009, and this one. bye-bye :)
and oh, i would like to thank my partner, Mia, for being such a responsible committee. haha. you are the best ! i can't do nothing without your help, i mean it :)
next, a special thank to Fendy Heryanto. hahahahahaha. thanks for bringing those guys from President University to me ! eventhough you are not my member, still i appreciate it :) *yah walopun lu kritik2 gw melulu sih :p*
after two days waking up at five and getting home at nine, it's finally over.
now it's time to study. final exam is here already. arghh. wish me luck :( :(

xoxo.

January 16, 2010

Eleven Hints for Life

Friday, January 15, 2010

Again, I copied this from my friend. Hahahhaha. Guess what, I love to post this way, you know- Ctrl A, Ctrl C, and Ctrl V ! Woohoo. Perfect ;)

I think these sayings are great so I share it with you guys :)

"Eleven Hints for Life"

1. It hurts to love someone and not be loved in return.
But what is more painful is to love someone and never
find the courage to let that person know how you feel.

:: I vote for a YES to this one.


2. A sad thing in life is when you meet someone who
means a lot to you, only to find out in the end that it was
never meant to be and you just have to let go.

:: Letting go is the best part of love game. Bah-

3. The best kind of friend is the kind you can sit on a
porch swing with, never say a word, and then walk away
feeling like it was the best conversation you've ever had.


4. It's true that we don't know what we've got until we lose
it, but it's also true that we don't know what we've been
missing until it arrives.

:: A-G-R-E-E !!!

5. It takes only a minute to get a crush on someone, an
hour to like someone, and a day to love someone-but it
takes a lifetime to forget someone.

:: HAHAHAHA, a love memory should still remain, do not ever forget it ;)

6. Don't go for looks, they can deceive. Don't go for wealth,
even that fades away. Go for someone who makes you
smile because it takes only a smile to make a dark day
seem bright.

7. Dream what you want to dream, go where you want to go,
be what you want to be. Because you have only one life and
one chance to do all the things you want to do.

8. Always put yourself in the other's shoes. If you feel that it
hurts you, it probably hurts the person too.

9. A careless word may kindle strife. A cruel word may wreck
a life. A timely word may level stress. But a loving word may
heal and bless.

10. The happiest of people don't necessarily have the best
of everything they just make the most of everything that comes
along their way.

11. Love begins with a smile, grows with a kiss, ends with
a tear. When you were born, you were crying and everyone
around you was smiling. Live your life so that when you die,
you're the one smiling and everyone around you is crying.

:: Aw Aw Aw... Sure will do :)

be blessed :)

P.S : Thanks to my dear friend, David. Been missing you so much here ! You really should visit Jakarta sometimes ><

Cheersssss~
xoxo

January 14, 2010

New Year's Resolution

Thursday, January 14, 2010

I got this from my friend. She sent this with the title : LifeBook of 2010.

And... I found it good :)
So I decide to paste it here.
Enjoy...

A. Health

1. Drink plenty of water
2. Eat breakfast like a king, lunch like a prince and dinner like a beggar
3. Eat more foods that grow on trees and plants, and eat less food that is manufactured in plants
4. Live with the 3 E's -- Energy, Enthusiasm, and Empathy
5. Make time for prayer
6. Play more games
7. Read more books than you did in 2009
8. Sit in silence for at least 10 minutes each day
9. Sleep for 7 hours
10. Take a 10-30 minutes walk every day ---- and while you walk, smile ( jangan sampai keterusan yang ini).

B. Personality

11. Don't compare your life to others'. You have no idea what their journey is all about.
12. Don't have negative thoughts on things you cannot control. Instead invest your energy in the positive present moment
13. Don't over do ; keep your limits
14. Don't take yourself so seriously ; no one else does
15. Don't waste your precious energy on gossip
16. Dream more while you are awake
17. Envy is a waste of time. You already have all you need..
18. Forget issues of the past. Don't remind your partner with his/her mistakes of the past. That will ruin your present happiness.
19. Life is too short to waste time hating anyone. Don't hate others.
20. Make peace with your past so it won't spoil the present
21. No one is in charge of your happiness except you
22. Realize that life is a school and you are here to learn. Problems are simply part of the curriculum that appear and fade away like algebra class but the lessons you learn will last a lifetime.
23. Smile and laugh more
24. You don't have to win every argument. Agree to disagree.

C. Community

25. Call your family often ( include your friends)
26. Each day give something good to others
27. Forgive everyone for everything
28. Spend time with people over the age of 70 & under the age of 6
29. Try to make at least three people smile each day
30. What other people think of you is none of your business
31. Your job won't take care of you when you are sick. Your family and friends will. Stay in touch.

D. Life

32. Do the right things
33. Get rid of anything that isn't useful, beautiful or joyful
34. GOD heals everything
35. However good or bad a situation is, it will change
36. No matter how you feel, get up, dress up and show up
37. The best is yet to come
38. When you awake alive in the morning, thank GOD for it
39. Your Inner most is always happy. So, be happy.

Last but not the least :

40. Do forward this to everyone you care about .

Cheers !
XOXO

January 12, 2010

kaboom !

Happy 100th Post !! Yeayyyyy :D

Anyway, I'm thinking to lock my blog.
Is it possible ? Somebody...
Hmm.

January 11, 2010

OWL CITY

Saturday, January 9, 2010

Jessie's Music Review :P

OWL CITY

Owl City is Adam Young. Adam Young is Owl City .i'm lovin Owl City from the first time its song 'Hot Air Baloon' been played in Prambors radio !
i like it even more when its single 'Fireflies' aired.
woohoo :):)

Adam Young has a very nice voice; soft yet romantic. me likey.

The song's titles are very catchy and super cute ! Such as : strawberry avalanche, the bird and the worm, dental care, panda bear, etc.

The lyrics are adorably awesome !!!!!! W-O-W.
Very meaningful, and still romantic. Uh-oh. They are touchy in Adam's way :)
Yeahh Adam Young you are rockkkk !

Anyway, this is my playlist for January:

1. Owl City - Saltwater Room
2. Jay Sean ft Lil Wayne - Down
3. 3OH!3 ft Katy Perry - Starstrukk
4. Shakira - Give It All
5. Bunga Citra Lestari - Karena Ku Cinta Kau
6. Ne Yo - The Best Thing I Never Knew I Need It
7. India Arie - Yellow
8. Boys Like Girls ft Taylor Swift - Two Is Better Than One
9. D'Masiv ft Kevin Aprilio - Rindu Setengah Mati
10. All American Rejects - Gives You Hell
11. Ello - Buka Semangat Baru
12. Akon ft David Guetta - Sexy Bitch

Owl City is my #1 :)

Have a nice weekend guys !

xoxo.

January 8, 2010

rain downs :)

January 7, 2010

#Nowplaying Mika-Rain, Tamia-Officially Missing You.

It's raining baby, oh it's raining :) :)

It's the first rain in 2010 !
One ever said to me, when it is raining, it means that :
God is angry.
Cloud is crying.
and People is unhappy.

Believe it or not, rain always creates the 'blue' effect (well at least for me).
Oh yes i am such a total melancholic girl ;)
And i just love it !

Okay this might be weird, but for me rain is very romantic :)
Yeah fine, i read romance novels too muchhhh. Whatever.

Xoxo.
Jessie-The rainy girl.
(Hey i start to love jessie as my nickname :D)

PS : imysm.

HAPPY NEW YEAR !

January 1, 2010

Hello 2010 :)
i promise myself to post more.

Anyway, i lose weight during this year-end holiday. 1 kg ! whooaa. haven't eat much till now :P

i love December holiday a lot, but i have to say that this one is not as beautiful as it used to be. it's kinda boring and irritating, and i just can't help myself to stop tweeting about the same things over and over. let's just not talk about it.

Hmm, so how about my resolutions for this new year ?
i have plenty of them to be honest. but it's more like the personal resolution, not to share it here. Hahaha.

Well, HAPPY NEW YEAR people. hope twenty ten will be a better year for us :) :)

Xoxo !